My Reckless Insanity

... And in the end I start to feel like shit once again, you treated me just like some other idiot, it hurts like hell  and you don't even care.
You still complain about your life but never cared that I'm human too and I have feelings.
Go right ahead and laugh at the girl who fell in love too easily.
There were just so many promises you couldn't keep.
I don't know how or why I even fell for you, I guess I did because you made me.
Even if I knew it all along that it was all lies, it was just so easy to believe someone if he tells you exactly what you want to hear.
Once I really thought you cared a bit.
But now I know you never did and you never will.
I'm too fucking naive and you just threw me all away, so go on ignoring me.
But thats okay, I wouldn't choose me either between all these other girls.
I just want you to know that I love you with all my ugly heart.