My Reckless Insanity

I don't want a person to look at me the first time and to think I'm amazing.
I don't want a person who saw me dressed up and told me I'm pretty.
I want a person who saw me in good and in bad times, a person who knows everything about my problems, my fears and my doubts.
I want someone who knows how annoying and awful I can.be.

I just need a person who knows me, a person wo loves me for who I am and not for what I look like and especially not for how I seem to be.